A Sign On The Lawn At A Drug Rehab Center Said: 'Keep Off The Grass.'

in total concurance with alyssa. sorry for being a dick. x

Mutiny

ok so ive calmed down a fair bit. but im still uber pissed. like im fine that y'all had a d+m etc etc... what pisses me off is the way you guys (and im talking to the prefects here) think we just arent smart enough to comprehend the amazing life changing topics of conversation. obviously it was something major due to the fact that your all bffls now and nobody knows why. and suddenly your all like a superior race or some shit... talking bout 'us' and 'them' like we are all some kind of subspecies. i just dont get it. i dont even want to get it. just get over yourselfs n stop being self righteous assholes.

When A Clock Is Hungry It Goes Back Four Seconds

well kate + myself called it. the prefects elect have all been brainwashed. suddenly they r all best friends. fuck it all. everyone is different now. im too pissed right now to think or say much more.

Don't Join Dangerous Cults: Practice Safe Sects

"courtenay thinks your lil space invaders are copied from smiggle stationary"

courtney tsapoutas, if ur reading this... sorry i thought it was u that said this. my bad. anyway courtenay kinda gave it away in english when she announced to the whole class that im just copying smiggle. which im not. and it sucks coz i can see how it looks but im not. i think secretly they r following my blog and stealing my awesomeness. or maybe its just coincidence. dunno. x

A Calendar's Days Are Numbered

got the goss on micheal/daniel. turns out hes a little asian dude that flirts with everyone. unfortunately for alyssa, hes got a gf. sorry. tagged kates cast. apparently courtney reckons im just copying them off smiggle or something. like, wtf. oh well shes just like that. patty has a bf. i thought that might happen. lol. x

A Will Is A Dead Giveaway

kate's party was pretty sweet. nobody except kyle turned up from macarthur though. tagged a glass. me + alyssa went back to jess's to crash. cameron was driving without lights so jess's mum was yellin out the window at him. he thought she was mrs murdoch. tosser :P. driving down jess's street there was this white thing in the middle of the road so we slowed down. it was a toilet. sitting in the middle of the road. we got photos lol. for lunch we went to hungry jacks coz alyssa hasnt had it before. i know, weird huh? we were served by patty. alyssa got a whopper jr but took everything off cept the meat. then it all kinda went downhill pretty severely. i had pretty much what alyssa had.... after about ten minutes i was feeling extremely nauseus... went to the bathroom n tried to 'make myself better'. didnt work. i spent what felt like half an hour curled up in a ball in front of hj's shaking and feeling like death. until pattys shift ended and her mum came to pick her up... her mum took me n jess n alyssa back to her place coz i was pretty sick. felt better after a bit. dad had a go at me coz i didnt tell him i was going to patty's. apparently being sick is not an excuse. after we got home mum and dad asked me what exactly was wrong with me... the verdict: my body is just rejecting all my fat. fml. x

happy birthday kate. again. c u @ your p-to-the-arty in about 3.5 hours. but heres a photo of ur gift from me. its worth more than it says on the note. promise. going back to crash at jess's afterwards. with alyssa n i think grant and possibly patty and/or courtney. should be good. but rents cant pick me up till like 5 in the pm 2moz so yea. still should be good. x

sleep sucks. bored in the am. x

my evil plan:
1) create an army of space invaders
2) invade space
im doin alright so far. sams coming back to the awesomeness of broughton. dunno why. probs wont find out for a few months. um thats bout all that really happened today. x

the invasion has begun... keep your eyes out, these lil mofo's are gonna be popping up all over the place. x

Paranoid People Are Following Me

just realised im totally digging this pixellated shit. today was boring... had skool photos and stayed back for the computer thingo. alyssa + kate both dogged us so it was me + jess + justin all alone in a room full of computers and nerds. that just about sums up my day. bought a tie for kates party. should be good i reckon. i got a lot of catching up to do. also jess and i concur that we should do something afterwards. as in crash at someones house (alyssa im looking at you... well obviously not actually looking at you coz that would be hell creepy)... umm yea. peace out. x

jess's folder. bored in class. always be ready for the invasion.... shoot your pixels. x

lol. the world is my amusement. im the lost kid @ wonderland. x

p.s. shout out to kate

Friday

last night went to the movies with japc + kate + maya for kates bday. happy bday kate. saw wolverine... pretty cool. the bad dude is probs the baddest looking dude ive seen in a long time. kate stole courtneys shoe. had asian photos. thats about it. x

Nicoteen

ok so i hav made the decision to cut down a lil on my blogging.... it probs wont stick very long but anyway. seven days ago shit started happenin n life was bad, seven days later things are ok. i think. thats about all imma say. sorry. x

I'm Lost

ok so i just had an interesting convo with courtney. apparently im an 'attention seeking' n an'ass' coz ive been spending time 'flirting with sarah' instead of sitting with my group. lets get this straight mkay? n i know posting in a blog is 'gutless' but its the easiest method of comunication i hav with u guys right now. there are several points/misconceptions that need to be made/cleared up:
1) im not off flirting with sarah. im her friend. n really its none of ur business who i flirt with.
2) im not after attention. i honestly dont care if im 'the centre of attention in our group'.
3) im not gonna leave the group (unless u guys want me to), i just feel as though nobody in our group really cares if im there or not, so i go over to the other group bcoz they talk to me.
ok i totally get that u think i dont wanna be in our group. coz i do. i dont get why there is such a big fuss? and why im the bad guy? so my question to all of u is.... do u all think im an attention seeking ass? coz i think most of u know me better than that. at least i hope u do. maybe we should all talk bout this 2moz. coz right now its doin my head in.

Brick In The Wall

maybe even my subconcious is telling me im suicidal. coz all the programs on my laptop are trial versions. x

Dear JP

jessica p, as you are reading this in sinapore, hello.

Dear Life, Be My Friend

i have no friends. well, i have friends obviously and people that classify me as a friend etc etc... but i dont feel like i belong. feel pretty shunned actually. i was sitting at recess next to cameron and i thought "nobody would even notice if im not here"... this is true. i doubt that ppl would notice if i wasnt around. maybe one day someone would say "what happened to that fucked up kid?", but i would be forgotten pretty easily. as courtney pointed out, my life is boring. im a boring person. it really does suck to be me. but imma still try to hold out to 27. hopefully ill get cancer and ppl will like me because imma die soon. but thats probs not gonna happen. or maybe ill just randomly start giving things away and kill myself so sick ppl can have my organs. ala seven pounds. idk. lots to think about. x

Ten Thousand

ahhh exam week. soz for not posting in ages my internet stuffed up and then after that i just couldnt be bothered. but like you care anyway. not much has happened... jess was supposed to come back today but didnt, she will be at school tomorrow. after an hour and a half of software exam i realised that the back of courtneys head vs the back of kates head would result in courtneys head winning. kates got all these veins on the back of her neck.... truly odd. im only now starting to realise the extent of how shit my life is. im not gonna expand on that coz i dont even know what it means. i guess life is the only thing worth living for. im feeling more and more distant. dunno why tho. meh... hopefully it will all work out. watched seven pounds yesterday. i totally dig it. one day im gonna find a bunch of ppl that deserve more than they have, donate organs to them and then kill myself in a hotel room with a box jellyfish. sounds better than my previous plan. think about this. if you want a certain thing, you must first be a certain person. once you are that certain person, obtaining that certain thing will no longer be a concern of yours. this is true. there are some things i want more than anything else. but i will never get them for this reason. x