I'm Lost

ok so i just had an interesting convo with courtney. apparently im an 'attention seeking' n an'ass' coz ive been spending time 'flirting with sarah' instead of sitting with my group. lets get this straight mkay? n i know posting in a blog is 'gutless' but its the easiest method of comunication i hav with u guys right now. there are several points/misconceptions that need to be made/cleared up:
1) im not off flirting with sarah. im her friend. n really its none of ur business who i flirt with.
2) im not after attention. i honestly dont care if im 'the centre of attention in our group'.
3) im not gonna leave the group (unless u guys want me to), i just feel as though nobody in our group really cares if im there or not, so i go over to the other group bcoz they talk to me.
ok i totally get that u think i dont wanna be in our group. coz i do. i dont get why there is such a big fuss? and why im the bad guy? so my question to all of u is.... do u all think im an attention seeking ass? coz i think most of u know me better than that. at least i hope u do. maybe we should all talk bout this 2moz. coz right now its doin my head in.