Ten Thousand

ahhh exam week. soz for not posting in ages my internet stuffed up and then after that i just couldnt be bothered. but like you care anyway. not much has happened... jess was supposed to come back today but didnt, she will be at school tomorrow. after an hour and a half of software exam i realised that the back of courtneys head vs the back of kates head would result in courtneys head winning. kates got all these veins on the back of her neck.... truly odd. im only now starting to realise the extent of how shit my life is. im not gonna expand on that coz i dont even know what it means. i guess life is the only thing worth living for. im feeling more and more distant. dunno why tho. meh... hopefully it will all work out. watched seven pounds yesterday. i totally dig it. one day im gonna find a bunch of ppl that deserve more than they have, donate organs to them and then kill myself in a hotel room with a box jellyfish. sounds better than my previous plan. think about this. if you want a certain thing, you must first be a certain person. once you are that certain person, obtaining that certain thing will no longer be a concern of yours. this is true. there are some things i want more than anything else. but i will never get them for this reason. x